Hero on the Hill – the story behind a memorial

Some days in this life are harder to bear than others. For Evan Guillot, January 31, 2015 was as hard as they come. 

That was the anniversary of Sergeant Stacey’s death. Three years earlier, while leading a patrol of Marines searching for enemy Taliban in Helmand Province in Afghanistan, he stepped on an improvised explosive device that took his life. He was 23.

“Sgt. Stacey was the perfect Marine,” says Guillot, who was a pretty good Marine, himself. Now 30, he and his wife Kodi have a young child and are living in Vacaville. But at the time of Stacey’s passing, he was a member of the 2nd Battalion, 4th Marines, Weapons Company, and serving under the personable young leader.

His sudden death shocked everyone in the battalion. “It was pretty hard to swallow,” recalls Guillot, who now works as an operator at Chevron’s Richmond Refinery. “Everybody liked him. Everybody respected him. That broke everybody. If you have the ideal Marine and he gets hit, what chance do you got?”

Although Stacey and four other men from his battalion did not make it out of America’s longest war, Guillot did, and after four years in uniform, he began the hard transition back to civilian life. His last official day as a Marine was June 9, 2014. Six months later he was feeling lost and painfully alone with the tortured memories of those who are no longer here.

Guillot was living in Vallejo at the time and he went to see his dad, Erwin, also a Vallejo resident. But this wasn’t purely a social call; he had a job to do. He loaded some good-sized rocks from Erwin’s backyard into a daypack, heaved it onto his back, and started hiking up to the highest point he could find.


Evan, Kodi and baby Raelynn

Evan, Kodi and baby Raelynn

Monument for Hero on the Hill

Many Benicia residents will recognize where he ended up. It is, indeed, at the top of the highest hill in the open space buffer zone that connects Benicia and Vallejo. The Bay Trail passes by it. There is a bench nearby. Hikers pass by the site daily and paragliders launch into the sky from surrounding ridges.

Guillot was looking for solitude, but when he reached this point an older couple was seated on the bench. Nevertheless, he tossed down his pack and began building a rock monument to his fallen brother-in-arms.

Once, when he was on combat duty with Sergeant Stacey, their patrol encountered unexpectedly heavy fire from the Taliban. Some of the men had never been in a firefight before, and Stacey ordered them to fall back and regroup to calm their jittery nerves.

“What Sgt. Stacey did,” recalls Guillot, “is he said to everybody, ‘All right, smoke ‘em if you got ‘em.’ It was his way of saying, ‘We’re in our element. We’re fine.’ Nowhere in the book will you see that. Stacey had a way.”

On that day in 2015, the anniversary of Stacey’s death day, Guillot’s feelings of loss included not only Stacey and the other fallen, but also his band of brothers in the Marines with whom he had shared drinks and laughs and cigarettes and that undefinable bond known only to a chosen few as “Semper Fi.” “I felt pretty alone that day,” he confesses. “I didn’t have anybody to go smoke a cigarette with.” 

But up at the top of the hill, finally alone, his feelings poured out. “I brought two Blue Moon beers with me. I poured one beer out on the rocks for Sgt. Stacey and drank the other. I cried, man.” 

Guillot did not return to the site until the next Memorial Day. He filled his daypack again with rocks and when he reached the top of the hill, what he saw took him by surprise. Others had seen his memorial and were adding to it. On his first trip Guillot had left some Marines memorabilia on the site, including the name tape from his uniform. Someone had framed the name tape and a small flag and mounted a brass eagle, symbol of the Marines, on the frame. Although this created the impression that Guillot himself had died, the impact of these gestures struck him deeply. “It felt like someone else was sharing my pain,” he says. 

When he came back the next year on the anniversary, more people had left evidence that they were sharing his pain. There were crosses on the rocks, small American flags. Someone had even mowed the grass around the memorial. “It blew me away, the respect it was receiving.” 

Wanting it to be clear who was being honored there, he drove to Michael’s in Vallejo, bought a wooden plaque, and etched on it the words that have faded with the sun over time, but that you can still read today: “Live the good life. Fight the good fight. All good fighters die with their boots on.” These were the words that William Chapman Stacey, a Purple Heart recipient whose home was in Washington state and who is buried in Arlington National Cemetery, had tattooed onto his chest. Another of his favorite sayings, “No Mercy,” is also etched on the plaque. 

The memorial site is a hard place for Guillot to visit, given all the emotions it stirs up. When we spoke, he had not been back since that day. Even so, anonymous well-wishers have continued to pay their respects, adding rocks and flags and saying silent prayers for the hero on the hill. 

“We had decided, a bunch of us guys who knew him, that the best thing we could do for Sgt. Stacey was to make him a legacy, a legend,” says Guillot. “The number of lives he has touched is more vast than he’ll ever know.”


First image of Sgt. Stacey. Images provided by Guillot family.